Day night, I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have some coffee. I wass hopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made nocomment.
Conversation wasn’t flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed buthe kept quiet and absent.
I asked him what was wrong - he said, “Nothing.”I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset.He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can’t explain his behavior; I don’t know why he didn’t say, “I love u,too.”
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go tobed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with thesituation but he had fallen asleep.I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don’t know what to do. I’m almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster………………
Today India lost the cricket match against West Indies.
Saturday, May 5, 2007